Nothing is always absolutely so.

Real quick: Y'all. It's been two months since I posted about the mailing list going up and I put it out of my brain for a minute because rl shit, as usual, so imagine my utter surprise when I checked back in to find nearly 100 people have signed up?!?! WHAT.

thank you all so much i really really hope i don't disappoint you thank you from the bottom of my tiny ppg-lovin' heart 💗💙💚 i'm working on sending out an update soon!

But really, y'all mean so much to me and I appreciate each and every last one of you for the support!

I couldn't let such a milestone pass by without posting a ppg-related cookie. Frankly, I'm eager to get back to the fic writing soon as I have so many pans ready to go in the fire and I'm itchin' to COOK. (Hopefully soon, hint hint?!)

So till then, and as thanks for all you lovely folks (especially the ones with the reds bias), here is another snippet from that Blossom saw Brick's nudes piece I keep intermittently working on.

( i love ginger beer frankly )

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Apologies for my lengthy silence! I have been working on many a thing, albeit slowly! One of which is the annual birthday fic for you-know-who. I'd say HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY except I sent this to her on time! This Dreamwidth post is just a bonus!

(Okay it isn't the whole thing yet even thought it's done but I still need to format it for posting but if you can't wait to find out what happens maybe rb will tell you nicely if you sign up for her Patreon or buy her a Ko-Fi or something)

(also this is a v small snippet b/c honestly the sfw part is uhhhhh not a lot lol)

( A not-so-spicy birthday cookie )

(This one isn't up yet, but reminder that if you want to access any of the spicy stuff, read this plz)

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me: okay, finally i can work on one of the many projects i have in the fire at the mo

brain: or we can make notes on yet another nsfw reds idea i just had this morning

me: brAIN NO

well brain won this morning so gj brain i guess

on that note, curious if anyone out there has any favorite dramatic monologues (recommendations of jughead's "i'm weird" speech will be overlooked and ignored), lmk lmk

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That long-promised life update! Or a version of it!

Soooooo the full-time writing thing is on hold for the moment, I had to jump back into the working world (BOOOOOO WE HATE THAT FOR ME BOOOOOO) due to some family health issues that came up, like, a month or two after I originally posted about pivoting to full-time writing. On the plus side, the timing kind of worked out and my coworkers don't suck and it's totally normal hours (yaaaaaay we love that for me yaaaaay (genuinely not sarcastically)).

But I still want the writing thing to happen, more than you can imagine. I wanted to take some time to get settled in the gig first and figure out where to squeeze in the writing and make both work. So far it is, dare I say, not great? The health issues my family is dealing with leave a lot on my GD plate unfortunately, and on the worst days I feel pretty ragged because it takes a lot out of me and I'm not exactly a fount of energy to begin with. And on my better days I don't want to work on the original stuff! I want to work on uhhhhhh fic. Haha. Though I don't think anyone will complain about that here!

Honestly, I'm not complaining either. I love it and it's a nice escape for me. But it is its own type of mental work. Like, the other week I got super into the next spicy reds thing I'm doing, so I wrote that for a few days until I started to hate looking at it, and this week I'd been thinking of trying to get back into it but realized I was feeling the spy!au thing more. I've also gone back to thinking of the original novella I got a draft out of last summer. And, of course, I keep coming back to TEF intermittently. Can't help it.

That's what I got. I take it as a good sign that I'm thinking about the original piece again, since that signifies the first step in the life pivot I want to make, and I also don't want to be wholly dependent on a job physically based in the US for uhhhh pretty obvious reasons (god the health thing alone has been kind of a nightmare in this country). Things aren't completely stoppered on my end, just a little delayed. Cross your fingers for me that I'll work out the balance soon!

Thanks so much to y'all for the sweet messages and the support, and your endless, endless patience with me. I really appreciate it 💗

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Once again, I apologize for the long absence! The past month has been a little tough on my end; perhaps I'll get into it next post ♥

More importantly, someone on AskFM had requested a greens cookie after the last reds scene, and while I didn't have as many to choose from as I did the reds, this felt worth sharing :)

(Thanks also to anon for the heads up about AskFM closing! Not sure where I'll migrate next. We'll see!)

( Once again, the Greens are popping up in a Reds fic, pulling focus and stealing moments. )

Honestly I'm struggling to decide what to work on right now. It's between this, the pop-up conclusion, the next spy!au chapter, a nsfw thing, and the next chap of TEF. ALTHOUGH. That does remind me, I do not think it will actually be possible for me to get out the next TEF chap by end of year T_T I'd really been hoping to and it disappoints me that I won't! Regardless, I'll keep plugging away at it all. I'm genuinely excited about all the different irons I have in the fire and can't wait to share them ♥

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