Man. There's a lot in my head today.

(Today, lately, whatever.)

I'm not quite sure how I got on this kick, but I was hit with this weird sense of... nostalgia isn't quite the right word, but it's the closest approximation? I guess it's whatever the fandom version of looking up old classmates on FB/social media is. (Oh wait, I remember how this came about. I came across a post floating around about the MsScribe drama in ye olde HP fandom days and it got me thinking about fic and LJ in general.)

( And now for some old fandom bullshit. CW for references to others' fic involving assault and abuse/violence, in some cases against children. )

( And now for the part where it relates to me, because I'm a selfish bitch. As well as how it all relates to this NC-17 thing I am on/off-again writing. Previous CW still applies. )

There's a lot in my head lately.

Something's going on with my brain. I can tell because I'm thinking about doing crazy shit like an elopement/wedding with my s.o. of 16+ years and also started trying to figure out whether I'd be able to finish writing a complete first draft of the remaining 5 chapters of TEF (13-17) if I took two months off of work.

I mean, at my best I was writing a chapter within 3-4 weeks in an hour per day every weekday. My "best" (from an efficiency standpoint only) was nearly ten years ago. I'd have to try and kick that up to 2-3 hrs per day, working weekends too to be safe.

I don't think I'm actually going to do it. But it's one of those crazy ideas floating around in my head.