i am sentimental trash and also fuck capitalization apparently

[essbeejay]

i've got a doc with all my digital chickenscratch in it for these requests and apparently i am in no mood for levity

also i find it interesting that i've gravitated towards actually writing out lines of prose for the requests that involve more physical intimacy. i guess it makes sense; i'm going for a more poetic feel on those and making stuff sound pretty is hard, so when i have a line that works in my head i need to get it down or else lose it forever

here's the song i've been listening to that's been helping coax this stuff out of me:

and here's a pic of the catalog i made my analog chickenscratch notes in (i write notes in catalogs fairly often):